淑婷❤

Friday, 29 January 2016.

My life has never been the same, the moment you came along. It may seem exaggerated and dramatic, but no, it's true. I've loved before, I've been heartbroken, of course it takes time to heal and mend/fix the girl who's cried for... Long enough. But I learnt to love again, and I never thought that the feeling could result to such a different impact. I never thought that whatever we have could be so surreal, so exciting, so... Magical. I love the way I could be myself around you, way beyond "getting out of my comfort zone". I've farted, burped, done all things guys would never want a girl to do, and possessed all qualities no guys would even take a second look at. But you still loved me for who I am, and I am truly thankful for that. People wonder why any guy would fall for a girl like me, but you saw me and it seems like none of those matter, because your heart already chose me. You've seen me at my worst, and you've even seen a side of me I have never expressed or even knew existed. I could switch moods for no apparent reason at all, I could cry to you at midnight when I get too emotional, I could crave random things in the middle of the day, I could get hotheaded and stubborn, especially at times that would annoy you most. However, you took me in and you loved me anyway. I've never loved anyone like I've loved you. And though every relationship'll turn out differently, this is by far the most life-changing. I was never the type to express my concern to the other, and I was never the type to feel the need to see her boyfriend everyday. I was never the type who likes phone calls/video calls, but only you managed to get me sounding elated on the other end of the line. I was never the type who likes to hold hands, or hug, or any of those lovey-dovey thingies, but as for you, I'm always hoping that your hand would slip through mine as we're walking. I never loved anyone like I love you. You feed my appetites, you pay for my meals, you always send me home, you make me hot chocolate whenever I'm over at your house, you tuck me in and kiss my forehead when I pretend to fall asleep (but you never noticed), you took care of me when I was really sick, you satisfy my sudden night cravings, you attempt to cook for me, you always hold my bags, you'd study with me till 2am, you'd hug me like you're never letting go. Thank you so much for everything. I still wonder how a guy like you could love a girl like me. I am truly glad that we find time to meet each other despite your busy work schedules and our schools. I appreciate everything that you've done for me. And that you're "never tired to meet", and that "money is never an issue", and that "it's never troublesome" to do something for me as long as I end my day happy. You're my everything Janggo, You're my life, my other half. I love you so much <3 ain="" because="" better="" brain="" but="" can="" currently="" find="" font="" function="" i="" know="" me.="" much="" my="" nbsp="" on="" phone="" post="" re="" really="" say="" t="" the="" things="" this="" to="" with="" you="">

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