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Monday, 29 June 2015.

In life, you have choices. It's either you make the right ones, or the wrong ones. No matter how much I tell myself, "I'm doing the right thing," later on I'll realize, "What was I thinking?" I start to confuse myself and wonder what steps I should take and which pathway do I follow, and where my heart takes me, and how will I go. Everyone around me has their own ambition and their own goals they want to achieve, but I for one am clueless as to what I want my future to look like. So many choices, but what will I commit to, that I'll end up happy with what I'm doing? Some have chosen programming, others have chosen nursing, and so on. I honestly do not have a destination, so how will I even reach when the end is blurred out and I can't see it, no matter how far I go? So lost, but as much as I try to get back on the road, I lose track again, and now I wish my heart knows what it wants.
I'm trying harder to forget, the past that I chose to live onto for years. I wish I knew what I had, before I completely lose grip onto what really truly made me happy. You, you made me happy. You gave me hope. You let me dream. But you, you made me cry. You made me angry. You made me scream. But I know for certain, it was my loss, not yours. All over the world, you get stepped on, even by those you thought you could consider your friend. Now I know, I've been too naive to trust the ones capable of hurting me. I wish I knew then, keeping my distance would've helped.
I wish I would not be one of those who are forgotten. I want to place an impact in people's lives, just in the hope I could be that 'someone important'. Our texts get lesser, our conversations get dryer, our distance seems to appear longer and further away. I had faith, in the friendships I chose to keep, that distance was just a simple and easy obstacle to conquer. I will not give it up. I fought for years, and finally trust and a beautiful friendship was built, and I will not let something minor break it up.
HAHAHA why do I sound so serious, okay well just a simple blog post. No one reads. Great. <3 br="">

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