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Thursday, 13 September 2012.

Here's the 2nd batch of cookies which I really made wholeheartedly till 4am in the morning because I didnt want to break my promise to those I've told that I'd bring cookies the next day. 2hours of sleep, please people, appreciate it okay ! ♥ whether its nice or not.
For those who wants to know if the cake did turn out as a success, it didn't. Last picture is what you're looking for. Gave it to him, still. Thank god he likes it and appreciates it ! :'D My effort's not wasted ! Girls, its your time to bake for your loved one. <3 p="p">

07:27

Hihi ♥. Well, as you all know, I had been baking on wednesday (yesterday, 12th Sept). Met up with ManJia to eat with Joshua and ZhiJun but I had to leave as I wasnt part of the sakae buffet course. So I went home first to get prepared and check which are the ingredients that I have to buy. So in the end I met up with ManJia again @ about 6. And bought the ingredients and started baking at around.. 7p.m. ? Baked till really long for the chocolate cake. It turned out really well and smooth, but the insides were not fully cooked, and so we had to pluck out the smooth coating and put it in the oven again. Then when it was done, it looked EXTREMELY UGLY. I had to say I was seriously freaking upset as this was the first time I was baking a cake for someone, and of course, I wanted it to be prfect but it turned out like shit. It was extremely tastly and delish, but damn the appearance like one shit. Sorry I didnt take a photo of it. Anyways, then we moved on to the baking of the cookies. The first batch failed @ about 11.3op.m. So I made another batch and it turned out well ! Just not crispy as expected though... Yummy ! Brought for all my dearest friends. Those I havent let try it yet : Angeline, Larissa, KenGuan, YewChong, JiaYi, etc. DAMN. Where are they ? Pictures below.

07:13

(hope its not too long)

DEDICATIONS

This here, is my clique. FOREVERONETWOTHREEFOUR ♥

I know, that if the 4 of us, put in the effort to stay in this friendship, it'll last. Although our quarrels might be never-ending, is that gonna stop us and drift us apart ? Every quarrel brings a friendship closer. Thank you for being there for me, and sorry for giving you all attitude when I'm having a bad day, or not in a good mood. I shouldn't show people my '-.-' face to those who are innocent and doesnt deserve my bullshits, so, sorry.

Erica, i have to admit, I think I have the most heart-2-heart conversations with you, and I really appreciate that you, among many others, bothered to sit down and listen to my ranting and frustrations. Its surprising that we've got lots in common, maybe thats why we're close like sisters ? I mean, we even cry together. I see you cry, you see me cry, we both end up crying cause we dont wanna see each other upset. Haha, special. (Y) We even get sick at the same time. Im really glad to have met you, and I still miss those phone chats during sec1/sec2 (if you remember). And the times when we go out. Hope we'll be BFFs, xiao mei. <3 p="p">

ManJia, I know, that in this friendship, you and me are the ones who cause the most problems as we're always hot tempered and even though we dont mean any harm to the friendship, we still quarrel like its no big deal. Well, at least, we get to understand each other better ? After this year, I think I've gotten closer with you. Going shopping, 3-hour phone chats with you with our heart-2-heart talks, and also hanging out almost everyday or so. I'll call you as often as possible ! I will remember all our outings, including the outing where we went to your house to study and I sorained my ankle, when we went to the coffee shop, and when we went out with WeiSheng to Vivo City. Sorry if sometimes I'm too straightforward with you, but its really just telling you honestly. Love you always and hope we'll be BFFs forever, honey. <3 p="p">

Chloe, I know you're also one of the people whom I always end up showing attitude to, and Im really extremely sorry for that. As I know, you seriously cant tolerate with my attitude at times, but my temper's getting worse. And I do get annoyed that you're always apologizing, but thats only because I dont want you to apologize for situations where you're not at fault. Thats why sometimes I scold you for getting the habit of saying sorry. When you're here, do you know why I seem brighter sometimes ? Cause you're always cheerful, and I love that about you. Remember, think positive okay ! And also, remember our 2012 wish, that we wont quarrel cause no one's there to help us. Anyways, hope we'll stay BFFs, fishball/panda. <3 p="p">

These pretty ladies here, are my girls. We've been best friends/sisters since sec 1, and hopefully it'll stay that way. 2years and counting ! <3 class="separator" p="p" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">

Rowell, I know we've been quarreling non-stop about many issues, some big, some small, since sec 2, but I'm glad we'll get past that and forget about it. I'm sorry that I always attitude you sometimes or give you that face that I don't bother, but I dunno whats wrong sometimes. And thanks, I think ever since sec 1, you've known almost like all my secrets and always giving me advices when I've met problems. I appreciate that you're always there, and remember, I'm here too. I'm just 8 digits away, and am 24/7 available, so don't bother hesitating to give me a call/text or whatsoever when you've got problems. Hope we'll stay BFFs, Row Chee, sister. <3 p="p">

Jasmine, my boyfriend. We've been thru thick and thin, and ups and downs. We quarreled more than ever this year. Maybe its just not a good year. I always felt that I'm not important to begin with, but sometimes, just sometimes, you'll always tell me that I'm, and I'll automatically believe it. You're one of the only ones whom I'll always rant to about relationship/friendship problems. Although sometimes, I admit I regret telling you some of them, cause you spilled them out, but believe me, I've never stopped trusting you as a friend. I miss our calls, and maybe we'll do that again yeah ? Lets shop till we drop again ! Hope we'll maintain BFFs, boyfriend. <3 p="p">

Xinyu, thanks for hearing me out sometimes when I've got problems and feeling upset. Happy that sometimes you'll sit with me and comfort me, trying to make me laugh. SOMETIMES. Anyways, I don't think we've ever quarreled, and thats how strong our pig-turkey friendship is. Happy to have met you as you'll always make me feel better when I'm upset. Will always remember that we always sat together during chinese class, and we'd laugh the whole period and get so damn restless and fall asleep !? Especially when you've made me sing 'Safe and Sound'. HAHA and remember, BLAME IT ON THE ALCOHOL ! Hope we'll stay BFFs, porkie. <3 p="p">

Michelle, I know we've quarreled, but I think that was only once right ? Was still happy that both of us apologized after quite some time, or we'll never be this close again ! I'll always have fun shouting in class with you, about updates on the KPOP stars/bands. and upcoming concerts or released albums/new songs ! HAHA we're the KPOP maniacs ! ^^ Anyways, I've learned from you a little bit. I realized starting this year, your temper gets better and better. I'll try and be more like you, not having to anger on small issues like I always do ! Hope we'll stay BFFs, Chellie. <3 p="p">

Jeremias, hey, I know we've been in the same class since sec 1, and we've never really talked, but I'm glad that we've started this year ! Or I wouldnt have ever realized that you were a friendly bastard with dimples. ^_^ I'm glad to have known you, and at least sometimes, you'd give me advices on relationships and always trying to convince me to be attached to SOMEONE but you'll always fail in the end ! Anyways, remember that you can text me anytime if you've got problems ! Hope we'll stay BFFs, Dimple Liang. <3 p="p">

Kangseng, I remember we used to talk quite alot during sec 1 then some stupid thing happened and I'll never forget that you ignored me for the whole of sec 2. But I'm glad that we still talked like, during cha-cha and so. Thats when we chatted again. And I'm happy we did so. Or else we wouldn't be best friends now. I know we've had misundertandings and such this year, but we got thru to it. At least we know we've never quarreled before right ? Sadly we're not in the same class anymore... But, oh well. Thats what #memories are for isnt it ? Anyways, Happy birthday to you. Hope we'll stay BFFs, suckah. <3 p="p">

Shermaine, hey my 'supposedly' ex school mate. I'll always remember that you're the first friend I've made when first semester started ! We'd always complain about out backs aching, or our feets numb or the teachers are always complaining. HAHA miss those alot ! But then during that school year, we separated and made our own close friends. At least, in sec 3 we've found each other again ! Just remember, I'm always here for you, okay ! I'm just 8 dgits away, so dont hesitate to push those numbers down ! Hope we'll stay BFFs forever, bby girl. <3 p="p">

Cheryl, although I've only known you for quite awhile, I'm still glad that I've met you, cause you'd listen to my problems and tell me what to do and what I've done wrong. Sorry that I'm always saying you preferred others than me or you're bias to certain people. It does seems so, but anyways, thats not the point right now. I just hope you really dont walk away from this friendship, cause I really do hope that we'd all remain friends and AT LEAST have our first outing. ^_^ Thanks 4 being there for me. Hope we'd stay BFFs, sweetie. <3 p="p">

KenGuan, although I've also met you quite awhile ago, I think starting of the year. During Chinese new year or something. Yeah, thanks for being there when I needed someone to talk to. And although we dont talk as much as we did in the first few months of the year, I'm happy that at least you could make me laugh and everything. Thanks. :) And STOP being BHB lah ! Oh btw, remember to keep kongkong properly okay. Hope we'll be good friends forever, KingKong Gorilla. <3 p="p">

HuangLei, thanks for being there for me always. You're one of the only guys that I dont mind telling EVERYTHING to. Im glad to have met you, and always teasing me and everything. -.- I'll get back at you one day. I'll remember all of us in the same elective module together and you always doing the cooking for me, HAHA ! Fun times ! Hope we'll stay siblings forever, <3 p="p">

Shanice, I'll always remember you as one of my best friends. And never will I forget the times where we went to the market almost everyday to go Macdonalds or our usual place, the bubble tee shop. Sadly, its gone already, but that doesnt mean we cant go there anymore ! We'll always walk around everywhere and even use the public phone to prank call 'someone'. You're one of the people who I'll tell most of my things too, and I'm really happy that you're in my life. Thanks for being there for me and don't worry about those 'people' who are judgemental, yeah ? I guess in their eyes, they're perfect, but obviously, we know they're not. So cheer up, I'm always there for you, so do give me a call like we always do last time. Hope we'll stay BFFs forever, sister. <3 p="p">

Rethana, I've known you since sec 2. Although all we were, were just hi-bye friends, I'm glad that we're in the same class this year. Cause you're one of the only ones who are truly there for me always. I'm sorry for always giving you late replies.. But I'm reallt thankful and I really appreciate how you'd send me random letters in class when you know that I'm alone. Thats really sweet, and I'll never forget that you made an effort. Thankyou. :') <3 p="p">

Lastly, the other dearest friends whose pictures aren't shown, are Russell, YuZhe, Joseph, Azizzat.

Russell: Thanks for listening to my problems sometimes. And always being annoying. I know you're a good guy, and you dont deserve these 'love' problems. But I believe that maybe you'll find someone better. Okay ? Siblings forever dude. <3 p="p">

YuZhe, Hello my 9years friend. Going 10 years already dude ! Thanks for being there for me always and listening to my problems. And talking with me during chinese lessons last time. Although our friendship drifted, thats okay now. Because you can gladly choose your new closer friends. And although now you dont tell me your problems anymore, just remember I'm here to listen if there's any.

Joseph: Yo navigator, :) Thanks for chatting with me all day all night last time thru whatsapp talking about your erherm and my erherm. Hehe. It was really nice how you described him and convincing me that he's a good guy. Anyways, you're a really really good listener. Thats a good quality ! So, yeah, thanks for taking the time to listen and talk my problems out. ;)

Azizzat: Hey, I think probably you're still angry at me. But here's a small dedication to you. I think you're like one of my best guy friends whom I tell everything to, on the phone and thru text. And thanks for making me laugh sometimes, and laughing with me otp as well when I showed you the egg thing HAHA ! Anyways, Im really glad to have met you, cause you're one of the only ones who understand how I feel when I've got problems. Thanks ah. :) Hope we'll be BFFs, G-Dragon. :)

Randi: Wazzup dude, we're not exactly really close. But I'm also glad that I can count you as one of my good friends whom I would be able to talk to if I need anything. Thanks. ;) I'm here too, just a text and its done !

Mingming, probably the last dedication. I've known you since I was born. I know that even you can tell that we're definitely not as close as we used to be, or maybe we're not even half as close. But I'm still glad that we're still friends even though there were some lost of contact in between the years. But I'm glad you still come and stay over whenever possible and glad that you still rmember all those memories of our childhood. Grow old together too, yeah ? LOL. Anyways, thanks for being there for me where I can tell you my problems and everything. Hope we can still be BFFs, Ming.

Well, there you go everyone. My dedications.

06:39

Wednesday, 12 September 2012.

Fickle-minded. Wondering if I should bake a cake or something, cause to me, birthdays are so important as it only comes once a year and your birthday's tomorrow. But Im not sure whether to buy one or bake one. Sigh. Now waiting for ManJia to come over to bake with me so I can hand out the lovely cookies tomorrow to my dearest friends ! Hope they turn out well, Im not good at baking at all... Success, failure, we'll see ! <3 p="p">

03:06

Monday, 10 September 2012.

Hello my sweethearts,♥. Been quite a while since I've updated. Perhaps, maybe I've no readers in the first place.. So, please do tag, once entered, or read. I'll try to update as much as I can, if any interesting events come up, I'm sure to post about it. People says I like to think of reality as... A fairytale. Maybe thats why I call myself a princess cause I wanna be one ? But come on, back to the reality, where life sucks, and I'm bitching about it. I've been thru ups-and-downs. I won't get hurt anymore. As what ManJia's doing; Start afresh. I'll do the same. I dont wanna be the old me, who's always naive, who's surprisingly quiet, and doesn't dare speak what's on my mind. Honestly, all I've wanted was to be noticed, and to be friends with those who wants to stay in my life. But most of them are simply just.. Walking away.. And the whole world's turned against you, everything's fading, and you've only just realized cause you never knew how important it was till you lost it. Now, I regret. People walk away from me, or they prefer others. And I feel.. Unimportant. Dont you ?

06:21