I always try to act tough on the outside, but deep down inside Im hurting. Its hard to heal an injured wound, you've hurt me, badly. I thought you'd be the one who'd do anything to put a smile on my face. I guess its the other way round. The worst pain for a girl is when she smiles, just to keep the tears from falling, and sleeps, just so she doesn't have to think about it.

Sorry for the countless times where I haven't been updating my deserted blog. But, I hope I haven't lost readers... Or maybe, I didn't even have one in the first place. I've had lots of things in my mind lately. Maybe I'm undergoing some issues whereby I have no idea how to handle it ? There are people who understand me, and there are people who don't. But still, I don't know how to speak out my problems, cause I have no idea what it is. I don't even know who I am. Maybe these things just needs time to overcome. So, I'm still waiting for that very moment.

04:26