淑婷❤

Saturday, 4 June 2011.

Hey, this post is just for you.. Ive been thinking, dont you feel this relationship is so fail ? I dont get to leave the house to meet you, and plus, I dont even see you in school. It hurts so bad not to see you for a month once I leave for Canada. I think I wouldnt be talking to you as the time difference is so far apart.. I cant stop thinking how it would be not even talking with you. And youre in Singapore staying up all night playing com. How do I even know if youre spending time with other girls ? I trust you.
Ive always let myself down thinking "Sigh, you never hold my hands or fetch me home anymore.." I shouldnt be angry with Rowell who's always been trying to help me. Im always doing things wrong, acting so shy. But for now, I can only tell you "I love you." I might always make you think I dont even wanna see you, but you dunno the half of it. Every single millisecond, I can never stop thinking bout you. Your appearance can already make my day, whats more, your texts can already make me feel as if Im over the moon... If only I could just meet you.. But I dont wish to lie to my mum every single time.
The way you held my hands... I can never rub off that feeling. Its like you were sqeezing it tightly but youre not... When you held my hands, its like none of us wanna let go, although I have to admit, it was kinda awkward. But Ill get used to it....
The way you hugged me.... I cant feel any safer.. It was like youre my bodyguard. Your body felt warm and cozy and I just dont want you to let go, ever. I was surprised you hugged me, but, I love the feeling. Ive always wanted to hug you as if youre my teddy bear.
The way you rubbed my head... You made me feel as if Im still a small girl. And its almost like Ill never get old... Sigh, it was nice..
When you talk, I always wanted to reply a long answer so our conversation wont end, but I always give one word answers...
When Im down, you'd come up to me asking me what happened. Ill always say nothing cause I didnt want the matter to get serious cause Im always telling you my problems and you'd try to help me..
Sigh, if there was one person I would be with, I'd pick you. Dont ever leave..
When you want to, you'd wait for me. Even if its a few min, Im still happy there was someone waiting for me at the end of the road.
Youll never encourage me, or say good luck to me, but what can I say ? 3words: I L O V E Y O U.♥

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