Tuesday, 30 November 2010.
You neednt tell me you likes someone else. I rather you didnt tell me. That way, I wouldnt feel a thing. But now that you told me, Im not hurt, but Im sad. You even asked if I needed comforting pls tell you?! Youre the one who betrayed me, how should I let a betrayer comfort me? I know Im ugly, Im not smart, Im fussy, indecisive, and bossy and sometimes naggy, and Im talkative. But you know what? As long as this continues, I lovebeing imperfect. Btw, Im sure theres someone out there who would actually risk his hopes for me and accept me for who I am. So pls, dun make it look like I love you and Id cry like hell for you. But honestly, Im heartbroken. I didnt have much memories with you, but why cant I forget you easily? I still remember the first date I had with you. We went to watch a movie, I sat beside you. And now, I dun even know how to feel the way I did towards you now. Cause all you gave me were unhappiness and negative thoughts. Of all the boys out there, I picked you. Im the one who chose you, not you come to me. I liked you cause you were kind and cute. What was I thinking? There are many guys out there, I can just pick one more. So I guess even if Im sad, I have to accept the reality. I guess this is it. Bye.
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